When it comes to songwriting it’s pretty common for me to write a song and not really know what it’s about for a while. Sometimes years. Recently I found myself humming a melody over and over. It took me a few days to realize that it was actually an old one of MY songs – Tidal Wave. When I realized it – I had kind of an “ah-ha” moment.
It’s been a crazy two weeks, to say the least. I released 4 different versions of the same jingle which was a blast. I truly do love songwriting. It’s my jam.
If you follow me on any form of social media you already know I’m running a special offer on my Patreon page – join my Patreon family by April 30th and get your name in a song. (Yay!) But I wanted to talk a little bit about where the inspiration for this challenge came from.
“Burst” was released to the world as a music video yesterday – this song is very near to my heart and I’ve been feeling super vulnerable for the last two weeks gearing up for it.
I wrote this song when I was at my most raw and I wanted to capture what was going on inside my head.
For those of you following along at home, I’m in the process of educating myself in the realm of rad rad music by listening to the Top 100 Albums of all time by mid-September.
Already, this is more music than I’ve listened to in probably the last 5 years put together. I’ve realized that I really don’t ever just sit down and listen to a whole album. Or very rarely. So this has been really fun. Some days I just have to walk away because I feel like my brain/ears/heart will explode.
Secretly I’m curious to see if doing this project will change my own songwriting process. Part of the reason I think I don’t sound like anyone in particular is that I never listened to anyone before. I really just write what I hear in my head. We’ll see if this changes that.
After the first post I was all caught up, so now I’m actually writing these while I’m listening to them, which is way more entertaining. For me, at least.
Me and songs. Specifically, MY songs. If I can call them that. They feel very alive to me. I am the gateway that brings them into the world, but after that they are their own beings. They grow, develop and have small, beautiful, precious moments that only I get to be a part of. They say things I would never expect. They take me places I would never have chosen to go. They make choices that make me cringe and infuriate me.
It has been you and me as long as I can remember. I remember you singing me to sleep inside my head while I sucked on my blanket, and whispering to me while I tinkered on my Mom’s piano, and hypnotizing me with the sound of the church choir. I remember the first few times you made my body vibrate in that way you do when that chord progression is *just* right (chills!). Anything I picked up you made it possible for me to play. Any tune you sent I could immediately sing. You and I walking together is so natural that I never gave it a second thought. I thought everyone was like this.